This might seem like a strange one, but for me personally this is how i feel. After finding my breast lump in the shower, losing my hair in the shower and being scared to wash it, getting dressed after a shower and still feeling yuk, having to except a really massive change to my body when getting dressed, being terrified of the shower because thats where I might find another lump. Its exhausting and draining and a lonely place to be but I thought I would share it, if anyone else feels like this